Tired

I am tired. physically and mentally. Why things just could not stop at its way, why does things go and come again.. It's just will not stop.. forever... Homework!! Assignments!!!Mid terms!!! There is no place for me to hide myself from these frightful words. All I have to do is to confront them, to be in peace with them..I have no choice. Yea, talking about choices, I had a discussion on " our choices" during last week's BS.. The question sounds like " If God has predestined all things, how come we have choices? " We indeed have, God gave us choices, He knows exactly what pops up in our mind and what is the next step we are taking..Indeed He's the amazing God overall..

A grandma of a friend is counting her days.. tick... tick... tick... tickling of the clock signaling a closer call from the Lord. I still couldnot accept the fact, but that's nothing but the fact. She was once a healthy person, we were always talking and laughing. I like her alot. I still remember the days, sweet memories, her smile, cheerful and brings happiness. I cant believe that it's time.. but God, isnt it too soon?? Nah, it's God's will. May she be in peace. Pray for her relatives for their strengths and zeals.. That's all we can do.

Yea, no one can be strong at all times, except for the Lord. I seldom fall sick. But now I do. I dont like the fact that I am sick.. feeling weak...helpless.. Mom used to feed me with herb-rich soup whenever I am sick. Haha, I regret not appreciating it at that moment.

Did badly for my last midterm for biochem. Trying hard for the coming mid term..
God bless everyone. =) May everything to be done in His will.