Enlightened.

Things don't seem that easy as thought. Many obstacles popped out of no where, unfortunately, unstable as I stand in faith, i was irritated and frustrated. Complaints were the only thing that came out of my sinful mouth.

Waking up at 4am , with eyes opened "brightly" ( Chinese idiomatic expression) Suffering from jetlag ( still?) or Emptiness in heart? By then, i realize that I need to hear the gospel. I need guidance from the Lord Almighty. So, decided to go to church today instead of taking a week off before sem starts. Praying hard and hoping HE will bring me through this.

2Tim 4:1-22
Paul was writing his last book, advising Timothy to preach God's word enthusiastically. As a preacher, he was warned to be prepared from excruciating loneliness. v 10 for "Demas has forsaken me, having loved this present world and has departed.." v 16 " at my first defense no one stood with me, but all forsook me." BUT , BUT v 17 " the Lord stood with me and strengthened me" =)

How wonderful is HE. He's the Lord Jesus Christ, our friend, our savior, He will nvr nvr disappoint us nor leave us! Don't you sense the peacefulness and are comforted? I Smile in joy tears, thanking God that he answered my prayer. How wonderful HE is that he shown me too much miracle!

v 7 paul says
" I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith "
Have you?

Greediness in wanting to listen more to God's word led me once again to step into the congregation of Chinese's session.
LUke 12 : 22
" Therefore I say to you, dont' worry about your life, what you will eat ; nor about the body, what you will put on. Life is more than food, and the body is more than clothing"

Yes, May it be that way.

WooHoO~~

Can't believe I am left with less than a week of stage! =) Friendship has been building up since the past weeks. and Soon, we'll be heading for our long-waited summer vacations!! But, now I am starting to miss the stagiers. Thankful that I had a great team this year as everyone is helping and sharing their experience with each other.

OK. I nearly forgot that I am going back home, YES , i mean HOME = MSIA~~ Finally.
Guess this stage thing is obstructing my vision! That' s what I was longing for..and should start counting down.. ;)

10 more days till I step onto the wonderful land of Msia!

Feel like years

Time is passing extremely slow due to the anxiety and stress about this internship. Weekends are the only thing that we look forward to. Counting the days when we could put all this to a full stop, temporarily, of course keeping our finger crossed as well that no one fails.

Preserve on. God bless.

I............miss my grannies

The title said it all.

and Pray hard.

Done with exams!

Hoorey! I 'm finally done with them and thankGod that I do not need to redo the half-of-the-class-fail biochem2 because I passed!!! =) Yeah! Life goes on, no retaining years, And I could do my stage!!

Still, keep my finger cross that I won't screw up my calculus 2 this summer... if not, i can't imagine what's gonna be, it will be terrible. ><

3rd day staying in downtown Montreal, the 3rd biggest city in Canada. it has been my dream since I have been here.. (PS: my campus is a far-away-1-hr-drive frm downtown-outskirt campus ; and they dont offer summer courses, so, finally I could attend school in downtown!!!) ^^AMAZING! Everything is driving me crazy here, the crowds, the buildings, the restaurants, the complexes, the traffic..........

Staying with my friend currently at an 3 1/2 apartment for 3 months. The room is so huge compared to MAC campus's ,feeling so comfortable on the double-sized bed, 2 meters-wide book shelf, well-furnished wardrobe and study table, and a head-to-toe mirrow! Also, I could have my own kitchen, fridge and washroom!! Love this place so so so much!!!!!!

Exploring the school today after my first class... it;s pretty huge and fascinating!! with 12 libraries and main one even has 6 floors plus efficient printers + facilities!!
This stay is really an eye opener to me =)

24 hours

Listening to the familiar, particularly slow tickling of clock..........

Give me a fast forward!!!

24 hours... and I will be done with the semester!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) ThankGod for everything!

Unexpected tears

The buzzing of the cellphone alerted me from my boredom amongst books. I was overwhelmed. It was a close friend whom I have not talk to since exam (because everyone was busy). We were happily chatting off..

Until..

She started to convert my attention to her main point, unpredicted, it came out all of a sudden, without me being prepared. I can't describe it, I dont know how. My heart suddenly felt burdened, cheated, disappointed, although that's only a minute issue.

Conversation ended with " Erm.. Ok. bye" awkwardly. I felt troubled, but I was without tears. I cant concentrate on my studies, meanwhile grabbing crazily for "Ferrero Rocher" believing the fact that it would calm me down. IT DID NOT.

MY heart was so so so uncomfortable, leading me to pull out my little bible & Pilgrim bible notes. Ah-ha! The title for today sounding" Why do you look so sad today" touched my heart. Tears began to flow,blurring my vision. As I read on, God was talking to me! " Dear believer, are you looking sad today? Hope in God, casting all your care upon him, for he cares for you" (Psalm 42:5,11)

Shedding tears..unstoppable.

Tears of Joy! For God knows this day will come, and that he knows what will happen to me! Also, written in the text that " when God is with us, there are no "chance"happenings in our lives" Everything is so appropriately planned!

God is amazing. He once again showed me. I WANT TO SHOUT " GOD IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Fellow friends, REJOICE IN HIM!!!!!!!!!

And~~~ I am comforted now =)

Back to work!!!