Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I............miss my grannies

The title said it all.

and Pray hard.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Done with exams!

Hoorey! I 'm finally done with them and thankGod that I do not need to redo the half-of-the-class-fail biochem2 because I passed!!! =) Yeah! Life goes on, no retaining years, And I could do my stage!!

Still, keep my finger cross that I won't screw up my calculus 2 this summer... if not, i can't imagine what's gonna be, it will be terrible. ><

3rd day staying in downtown Montreal, the 3rd biggest city in Canada. it has been my dream since I have been here.. (PS: my campus is a far-away-1-hr-drive frm downtown-outskirt campus ; and they dont offer summer courses, so, finally I could attend school in downtown!!!) ^^AMAZING! Everything is driving me crazy here, the crowds, the buildings, the restaurants, the complexes, the traffic..........

Staying with my friend currently at an 3 1/2 apartment for 3 months. The room is so huge compared to MAC campus's ,feeling so comfortable on the double-sized bed, 2 meters-wide book shelf, well-furnished wardrobe and study table, and a head-to-toe mirrow! Also, I could have my own kitchen, fridge and washroom!! Love this place so so so much!!!!!!

Exploring the school today after my first class... it;s pretty huge and fascinating!! with 12 libraries and main one even has 6 floors plus efficient printers + facilities!!
This stay is really an eye opener to me =)

Thursday, April 24, 2008

24 hours

Listening to the familiar, particularly slow tickling of clock..........

Give me a fast forward!!!

24 hours... and I will be done with the semester!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) ThankGod for everything!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Unexpected tears

The buzzing of the cellphone alerted me from my boredom amongst books. I was overwhelmed. It was a close friend whom I have not talk to since exam (because everyone was busy). We were happily chatting off..

Until..

She started to convert my attention to her main point, unpredicted, it came out all of a sudden, without me being prepared. I can't describe it, I dont know how. My heart suddenly felt burdened, cheated, disappointed, although that's only a minute issue.

Conversation ended with " Erm.. Ok. bye" awkwardly. I felt troubled, but I was without tears. I cant concentrate on my studies, meanwhile grabbing crazily for "Ferrero Rocher" believing the fact that it would calm me down. IT DID NOT.

MY heart was so so so uncomfortable, leading me to pull out my little bible & Pilgrim bible notes. Ah-ha! The title for today sounding" Why do you look so sad today" touched my heart. Tears began to flow,blurring my vision. As I read on, God was talking to me! " Dear believer, are you looking sad today? Hope in God, casting all your care upon him, for he cares for you" (Psalm 42:5,11)

Shedding tears..unstoppable.

Tears of Joy! For God knows this day will come, and that he knows what will happen to me! Also, written in the text that " when God is with us, there are no "chance"happenings in our lives" Everything is so appropriately planned!

God is amazing. He once again showed me. I WANT TO SHOUT " GOD IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Fellow friends, REJOICE IN HIM!!!!!!!!!

And~~~ I am comforted now =)

Back to work!!!

Thursday, March 27, 2008

I feel like going home

I am tired.. just lost the mood and motivation to keep it up. I had enough sleep , not physically weakened.. but just I feel tired.

Can't imagine how it will gonna be...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

One after another

Psychology's theogies could finally being filtrate down my brain. What's next? 2 more to go ....food lab exam and stage quiz.. although they don't contribute much to the finals' mark.... still.. it's stressfuL! How could the school give us so many midterms when finals are around the corner?? in 2 weeks time!!! I can't believe it. Unfortunately the cruel exams are snatching me unreleased!

Yo! If this matter persist, I am afraid I will have anxiety disorder! It's a process, you never know when it started to lurk into your life! Maybe I am already on my way there...................................zzzzzzzz.............

Monday, March 24, 2008

Did holiday just ended?? =.=

My "passion" for school is so immense till the second-hand of the clock swept faster to accommodate my excitement...

GRRRHH!! 4 days have passed, as if it was just a second ago.. Looking back, proud of myself being accomplish something great- slacking..
Mmm.. I've to speed up again in this race, sometimes, isn't it just better falling down and being forfeited in this race since the probability of being the champion is undefined.

GO GO GO~