Thursday, April 24, 2008

24 hours

Listening to the familiar, particularly slow tickling of clock..........

Give me a fast forward!!!

24 hours... and I will be done with the semester!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) ThankGod for everything!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Unexpected tears

The buzzing of the cellphone alerted me from my boredom amongst books. I was overwhelmed. It was a close friend whom I have not talk to since exam (because everyone was busy). We were happily chatting off..

Until..

She started to convert my attention to her main point, unpredicted, it came out all of a sudden, without me being prepared. I can't describe it, I dont know how. My heart suddenly felt burdened, cheated, disappointed, although that's only a minute issue.

Conversation ended with " Erm.. Ok. bye" awkwardly. I felt troubled, but I was without tears. I cant concentrate on my studies, meanwhile grabbing crazily for "Ferrero Rocher" believing the fact that it would calm me down. IT DID NOT.

MY heart was so so so uncomfortable, leading me to pull out my little bible & Pilgrim bible notes. Ah-ha! The title for today sounding" Why do you look so sad today" touched my heart. Tears began to flow,blurring my vision. As I read on, God was talking to me! " Dear believer, are you looking sad today? Hope in God, casting all your care upon him, for he cares for you" (Psalm 42:5,11)

Shedding tears..unstoppable.

Tears of Joy! For God knows this day will come, and that he knows what will happen to me! Also, written in the text that " when God is with us, there are no "chance"happenings in our lives" Everything is so appropriately planned!

God is amazing. He once again showed me. I WANT TO SHOUT " GOD IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Fellow friends, REJOICE IN HIM!!!!!!!!!

And~~~ I am comforted now =)

Back to work!!!